I’m so tired of loving you. I may just have to force myself to stop. I don’t know if the waiting and hurting is worth it anymore. And I hate saying that. Because if I felt like I could wait for you forever, I would. But, I just hurt so much. I have a hard time even being around you anymore. I just want you to love me. And you don’t. It kills me. You kill me. It takes all of my being to not beg you, plead with you to love me. But I can’t force it. So I’ve been waiting, hurting, wishing that you would turn around. And yet, you are oblivious.